I hope I could make a movie like Momento. Where it start now and keep rewinding until the beginning of the story. Well yesterday was my longest day and will effect it forever. I mean forever. Orait, let start it from first tragedy. the beginning of the day.

Accident
Yes, i hit someone. Its motorcyclist (rempit vroom). It happen near KWSP office at Danau Kota. Time 10.04 AM. Currently im at left lane whose want to take to right lane. I check it in the mirror. Nada. Nothing. Ok clear. no other car in that time could possibly harm me. So I slowly change my lane (with a signal of coz). Suddenly there are motorcyclist who vroooom on my right. gedegang the door and my side mirror. He fail to control his bike and off he goes on the divider. I stop and go check with him. He just golek golek there at first. Check his bike. He complaint alot yada yada yada. Arguing how much I need to compensate him. So to look over the right compensation we both went to nearest workshop. The mechanic there make check all thing and calculate the damage, RM 450. Then the arguing start all over again. Trying my best to nego with the price. So after all he come out an idea, RM 300 settle all. So be it. RM 300 to settle all. Since I already late to site office I just paid him. My damage? right door got deep “calar” and some dent. Total repair would cost around RM 350. Sigh

Yes i know, why not going to make police report yada yada claiming insurance yada yada. Too lazy since that time I got a meeting to attend. Sigh still lost RM300 just like that. Yah I know, Its my fault in first place. So I learn something today. Rempit could take any “celah” he want maa. So pawa!

Sick
Yes right now, Im sick. First got gingivitis on my gums. Second, since yesterday morning im feeling not very well. Thinking to get some MC today. Unfortunately got another meeting to attend (Sigh since project handover dateline very near, a lot of meeting to attend.) worghh! When eating also hurt too much. argh. It feels like want to punch someone.

So wander why in my facebook and twitter status like that? So what else could be wrong? I need more pain. Give me more pain. Could I handle it? Try me! I would say. This doesnt mean I try “calen”  God power but I try to be strong, I try to be me.  What doesn’t kill me will make me strong. It happen tentatively, starting with Accident till Sick. So what your worst day in your life?